Oh the Hormones!

I can only attribute what happened this past week to pregnancy hormones. Kevin said I act like "this" even when I'm not pregnant but I just can't believe that! lol

I've been so tired and not wanting to do anything. I think I have left the house 3 times in the last 2 weeks and not really because I wanted to. Finally, Saturday Kevin pretty much made me get up, take a shower, and go somewhere. Where? Well, it didn't matter. He just wanted me to go. I think he was having a bad day too and he wanted me to feel miserable as well...lol...not really because he wants me to be happy and feel good. That is why he said I should go somewhere. So, what makes me happy? Oh, wait a minute...back up. All day Friday I cried and all Saturday morning. That is the hormone part I'm talking about.

So, Saturday I decide to go shopping since I was up and at'em. I drove into Mooresville feeling like crap (since this was first time being up and driving in some time). I felt like driving in circles and then to go home and say I went somewhere. But, I braved the 98 degree heat (yeah, made me feel so much better!) and went to Bed, Bath and Beyond to look for a pillow. They didn't have it but they did have some cool stuff. Only problem - I was tired and not in the mood to shop. While I was walking around the store I smelled something though, something good. Good thing for me! It was the saches (is that spelled right??). I ended up buying two packs because just smelling them made my stomach feel so much better. I have placed them in my car so I feel good now while I drive.

I then went out to my car, blazing heat and all, and cried some more! I'm serious! It was crazy. I just didn't feel great and I was wondering what in the heck I was doing out feeling this crappy. I finally, after a few minutes, got it together and headed over the Target. What else can make you feel better?! :-) Before going in though I broke out the Preggie Pop I had stashed in my purse and sucked it like there was no tomorrow the whole time I was in the store. By the time I left, it was so sharp and little it cut my tongue! However, I managed to feel a little better while in Target that I bought a great outdoor sofa for our front porch. Had to figure out how to get it home and eventually had the guys take it all out of the box and put the pieces in the car (I had the Altima).

I was ready to be home. I still felt sick but with a little shopping done, my senses were coming back. AND, I have not cried since. So, thank you honey for telling me to go out! :-)