33 weeks

It's getting closer and closer each day. I was excited for the last several weeks but that scared feeling is starting to set in. I didn't think I would get to that point. Kind of being in upcharted territory is what I'm affraid of. Though I had Brady, it wasn't the experience I had hoped for and neither will have this time around. I'm not sure what to expect this time. I prepared as much as possible I suppose. I'm going to read through my Bradley book again...when I find the time in the next few weeks. That should remind me of some of the things I want to know. It's just getting closer.

I'm tired or starting to get that tired feeling from the third trimester. I want to fall asleep as soon as I get in a car. Not so good when I have to drive around! I know when it comes on and I suppose I could take a nap before that happens. It's kind of hard when you have an almost two year old running around though.

I've seen about all the doctors in the practice now. Like most of them. I can only pray that when it is time for L&D I get Panner. I really liked him, though I think they will all be good. They are all different and have different mannerisms. God knows what's best for me and I have faith that it will all work out (as it always does for us). Faithfulness to the end.

My next appointment is next Tuesday. I think I will have one more weeks of back in two weeks and then I'll be going every week. I've decided against internal exams until I go into labor. Nothing but anticipation and disappointment if you aren't dilating. I'll wait for my body to tell me it's time (and hopefully it will!).

Baby is moving all over still...well kicking that is and sticking parts out. LOL Belly pic will come next week. Until then...